Lyrics

Double U . (2024)

It was said let's see past this disguise

Taken as let's pluck out each other's eyes

Taken as want to see suffering demise

Part of vigilantism part of one disguise

Then it said power, oh then it was one

Collected upon them and biddings be done

The mission divided, cops in our heads won

United at last but what good that has done

What goods has it done? Laughter, play, and remorse

fully wicked and damaged and furthering some

of the past it was plundered and serving no one

Distraught and dismembered when brains became one

When brain became one you know what it had took?

A fine etiquette surfaced it splintered amok

The new ways were less guarded empowering some

They saw what it gave them an idea had struck

Outside ideas concepts and the repose

We all have those things in common, suppose

that

no longer apart we all live in here

We share in all things our loves and our fears

We share indulgences, recipes, some

Literature we cherish it lives 31

years

Later than authors who died before one

By one and suddenly books had gone on

To be ignored desecrated and lost

In every 4am bed they all toss

Living

In the moment has become so passe too much cost

For the present message is to most

An easy way, to filter out the day

To complain to a box that's as unflinching as it's told

We feed and still the cycle repeats branching out in droves

It devours without choosing

Whose the worst of it all

Differentiated persons that all do what they've been sold

Products come without the measuring what people's needs may be

Galloping in seldom empty streets

How pleasant that may seem

Our reality is done when all the world is looking down

And not each other's faces though it's easy

To ignore the benefits that come

We lost the highway as we had made

To surveillance governments we pay

To the state we surface all we've made

This too shall be infinite, with all the others in the pit

We've got nothing left

We've got nothing left

I am nothing left

Than what's been said

I have nothing left

Than mere twitter threads

I have nothing left

Screen can't feel my breath

I have nothing left

I am just a page for us to write

I am just a face out in the night

I am just a vessel for these words

Without the information coming first

For Kandice, Dear Friend (2024)

Meeting once at a waterfront

The veils had left now seasons took

You far away, ever since that day

It's not been clear much past the murk

Solitude's mark it wasn't lost

When times were slowly passing

All while we didn't talk

As we sipped away, soon to cut through the hay

The stubborn survival skills, tact,

Would be nice to have right now

Despite what the poison's had

It was within you all along

But you tried to fight through it

And it couldn't last,

The last day I saw you breathe the final breathe

That I witnessed, till you went away to go spend it,

Alone in a cold dark room

Living now thru the future that you never knew,

Only can help but wonder what you would now think of that,

Of bullshit that we might do

Are you zipping thru the clouds?

Free from the vessel,

Sorry that I couldn't hear every last lesson

Didn't think it then but now I know the mind is free

Are you inside the trees?

And the rocks?

Or the birds?

Are you hiding in silence

or forgetting the words

That mere human would know

But I know now you are free

And your inside my heart

Even years beyond these

Times

That I remember

Where you where back then,

And I was beside you,

Because we were good friends

And I helped with the horses

Every other bad day,

Because they needed their water,

At the place that you stayed

Boiling Surface (2024)
Arsenic that's binded

To the knee

Chemicals they find they're way to me

Thru the air and sinking in

From cracks in sky and soil

Nitrogen it boils and henceforth it is known as

History

Takes a needle in the sheet

"It's dead to me"

The person that has found it

He wants not one thing of it
But silencing the artery

Here go and take one more of these

Look away and within for what we're dumping in the seas

Seasons pass they grow more intense now

Mercury owes our defense now

Venus wants to show her way back home

Warnings heeded in the second sorrow

Forgot just what planets went thru

What they all lost

I'll tell you microbial insects

They feast upon rocks

Cause the vegetables vanished

We cannot stay long

Antiquated Can't Feel Like I (2024)
From the horizon

Comes astonishing lessons

It's clear in stars that form 3

Points lying in the vision

That's adorned with some blended

Up feed for a broken television

Stop to look up but it's programmed to see

Only what it has been taught

Can't learn a whole new lesson

For a brand new cause

Transmits today just for the joy of getting it's wordings out

Transmits today just to toy with the minds and the message without

A care for what's real

It cannot feel beyond seals

For Release (2023)
We are descended from the stars

That’s how we know who we are

In every passageway found and synapse flipped

It changes up quite some bit

Surfaced thoughts and where to find

And dine and progress to much unrest

The stars they shine and show their ways

Each one burned away to fade

Somewhat dim yet somehow blighted

Arrival times not yet decided

Most will find it out those ways

Enveloped into dust and paper frame

In riddle form it’s found to rot

Regarding regal reject eight

In such face facade erase

Find out when it falls down in case

Erase erase to much less face

It fans out cold and rules the race

Eight numbers on it for the clicking

When you release you hear ticking

Seconds come after the clearings

Much to do about the meanings

Behind great figures whose trending

Without beginning much less ending

Separate promises we’re spending

Amid drama fights and hooligans

But it’s just nothing without you again

You, you, you and then some more of them

It’s all worth it for the thrill of it

Catching up on past shenanigans

Ergonomics (2023)
I kinda see the rhyme pattern

Really see the vibes

If I found another vortex

Picked another ride

Steppin out of place

All dressed up nice

Family dollar and family price

When the drop hits economical times

People have to work just to survive

In quite this place it’s just not kind

To find and dine on people’s minds

To run and see a place to be

A way to find and really shine

For it is rind of cantaloupe tree

To the ones you need

And the ones that heed

Across the globe

Across the modes

Up to the shore

A message in a bottle

Said I could’ve swore

I saw this before

Beat changing up

Hard to keep track

Of all these dollar bills

That I attract

Into my life

Like pennies or dimes

A rick roll in time

Is where I can be fined

Up to a million

That’s what I’m worth

To the Forbes magazine

but not because of divorce

Reality is worth

Much more than force

Like Tour de

Remember that time I will say

That it’s nothin it’s just nothin

Human (2023)
Curious saturdays

always lead to brighter paths

Unless cause your stuck in the past

the way it went made u gasp

Another one that can be lost

Thrown away regarded and tossed

For rash decisions are the ones

That make us all the more human

And if I were too brash?

I’d go and leave ur shit

In the past I’d keep it

Smeltering sunbathing

there’s no good way

Saving

All your transgressions

and what you made out of them

and you’ll find your way to

go and retrieve the message

and when you face it

you can not really break it

The sun baked nothing out of my spine

It turned blue and reeked of stale brine

If you find or stay behind

A lion’s eye or lime of that’s mine

Deterioration (2023)

I have to talk to the main one

Bloke who went and pulled a fast one

Brain waves deteriorate

With each buzz got

I forgot to relate

Each blow to the dome

Regret my songs

Regret the way I sing my wrongs

Regret the way I wrote my songs

Pen to the ink and it’s all gone

Out of my head

Out of my head

All my lines drip out of the ear

And into the drain so you can relate

To the certain fates

That I begot

Trying to be not

What I had thought

About myself

For it was wrecked

A certain view of the end of the trek

My Spirit is Eased (2022)
Same that you do in dreams

Is the same said to me

Can’t unlock hence key

And my spirit is eased

And when you hit your knee

Did you wallow or scream

Did you scounder the stream

Cause your spirit was free

I weren’t born without brine

I could drown here or shine

If but I could not see

To your shallow appease

And if I could turn time

I could lay here or shine

I could turn back the dial

Cause your spirit is nigh

222 (2021)

Some things are better off over

The ship got caught by it’s rudders

Steered south then z axis tripped

Wires and killswitch left to faulter

When they were right there

and in my head

saying things left unsaid

Domino effect still open end

Brain rots but it will take more for cancer

Energy finds it’s odd way of shocking each other’s answers

If you could find the time

Can you read out these lines

About ends and new beginnings

I’m hopeful about the future

New avenues of art and moot points over

I haven’t been this happy in forever

I haven’t been this sad ever ever

Crying daily short streams of tears

I’ve just gotten worse year by year

If that was just a break

Then what could fix

Relationships to friends

Or with myself

Peace Love Ecstasy (2021)
Peace Love Ecstasy

Take the pill and then you’ll see

Seretonin ficiency

Find out what that means to me

Tremor in my eyes

Yeah feel it in my brain

I can’t really find what makes me this way

Like the feeling

Even though

Cymbalta caused it

But it cannot go

Love it cause it means

I will not faulter

You won’t find me layin on that alter

Seraphim Braided (2021)
Seraphim Braided

I’m right here

When you don’t need

A leaning thought

or prophecy

it’s dark in there

if it gets colder

I’ll lend my hand

or my whole shoulder

you got a hard life

and I’ve got mine

Took a break from the clock

and the company dime

but it’s just getting darker here

and we’re not gonna let your death to near

a wah ooo

I could have drawn out half the light

so the rest of us didn’t have that fright

a wah ooo

you just wanted to end your life

and if they weren’t there you might have just died

that fateless sunday morrow

the one I saw

not the one that was borrowed

the substances that were swallowed

it could have came in any form

but it took our sorrow

the sponge that was our gut dissolved

some pills and some chemicals

but no spill guard

If I could have done lived my whole life again

I wouldn’t know what to change

who not to befriend

its brighter now

that all that’s over

and I’ll still be a friend or a broken shoulder

A Letter to Everyone (2018)

Open open the jaw

Such a minor improvement

Replacing things that you saw

With newfound delusions

Found a whole new life

Then I went on to waste it

The ones that you hold you have to kick to the curb just to find out

To settle the score you got to find a new cure and drown it

And I tell you what my friend this doesn't mean I understand much of anything so I'll say this

(Instrumental)

When I was younger

I didn't feel that brave

Mentally strong as a lion

But still closeminded and tame

As I grew older

I learned to feel pain

Then I met you

And all that changed

Cause then I met you

And all that changed

(Chorus Instrumental)

Remember when I met you?

Before we were drained

We were just teenagers

Fire filled our veins

Then I grew some

And felt so strange

But then I left you

When all things changed

(Chorus)

If I coulda found me a better man

I wouldn't be him

I would be much less intense

I'd be finding myself on a different porchstep

If I could really be there

Where I wanna be

Where the fuck would all my friends have gone

If I were to pack my bags and go straight to hell

Sonder (2018)

Sweeping gold dust off the top of the head

Bright green wires ‘round our neck

“Have you ever gotten lost in your parents house”

You receded the veil, we went inside and out

We have lived too long to be distraught

Our bodies not your own not yours to rot

I know I won't go it's our 15th ‘stead o th worst I wasn’t thinking

I’ve been hunched all over, thinkin’

I'll keep losing all my sleep so that

I'll cry for you in the morning

I’ll keep chasing all my dreams

and then I’ll come find you in the courtyard

And we’ll go to sleep

And I’ll trace my dreams

Won’t you come with me

Because I’ll go there

Through My Fingertips (2019)

Bow my head down eyes out for your keep

I’ll take my final breath you’ll finally sleep

And once you see the death you’ve brought to me

Of the life I’ve lived and all I’ve had to see

Yours and theirs

And all my childhood friends
I passed a little death right on to them

Once the word is uttered it will seep

Dried your eyes out won’t get done for me

Grind my teeth and drug myself to sleep

Taste my hollow breath and shallow screams

Wake up lay in bed describing dreams

Back to shallow breathing in the morn

Once I have my privacy

Oh, how I’ll have it

Oh, how I’ll have it

Once it drips through my fingertips again

When I Rise (2019)
when i rise

i will see above

if he can see me now

then he always could

And before you go and close the curtain

Step out and make sure how "deserves" and "worth" feel

Observe these thoughts themselves internally

Cause you'll find even in eternity

You won't be up there long